| Location | Ashington |
| Age | 47 years |
| Date of Birth | 12/01/1955 |
| Date of Death | 08/10/2002 |
| Visitors | 1,175 since 04/03/2008 |
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Carol Linsdell
Age 47
12-1-55
08-10-02
Ashington
Mam, you should still be here with us. It was not fair that you were taken from us. Everyone misses you so much and we will never ever forget you. How could we forget you anyway you were such a funny woman and always had people laughing and smiling. You should still be here with us watching me and Connor growing up. I know me and you used to argue like mad and I never really got the chance to say sorry for the times I hurt you. I am so sorry for everything wrong I did. Love you so much mam and you will always be in mine and Connors heart forever.
This woman was amazing.
This woman always knew how to make people smile and laugh.
This woman was so caring and loving.
This woman was my Mam and she is missed so much by everyone who knew her.
If you knew my Mam then please leave a tribute for her.
She is dearly missed.
Love you so much mam
Happy Birthday!
Happy birthday Mam, Hope you are having a good time up there with all the rest of the family that are with you. Just wish you were celebrating it down here with us all.
Sorry I don't come on here as often anymore I sometimes feel like this isnt where you are but it helps me say what I need to say at times. But I know you are always in my mind and in my heart no matter what.
I find myself wondering...
Did I give you your due..
For all that you done for me
Did I ever thank you?
For all of my childhood memories
For helping me deal with life's stresses
For helping me accept my defeats
And celebrate my successes?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work,
Good judgement, courage, and being true
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we shared
Did I ever thank you?
If I have forgotten, I'm thanking you now
You taught me right from wrong....
I hope you know how much you're loved and appreciated
I hope you, instinctively, knew all along.
Happy Birthday Mam
Love and miss you more than ever
Toni and Connor xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello Mam,
I know I haven't been on here for ages but I have other ways to talk to you as you (hopefully) will know, I hate this time of the year, it's so hard without you.
I hope you are looking down on our Connor, he's doing so well at the minute with school, I'm so proud of him! He knows exactly what he wants to do with his life and he's really sticking in. Just makes me realise that I should have stuck in more at school.
Lots of good news the other week, Caley got engaged to her boyfriend! Dead happy for her! and our Joanne had a baby girl aswell called Cassie Jo, she's beautiful, bless her.
Anyway Mam, I'm going to go now, I have my social worker coming to mine at 3pm (not that I want her to!) so I have to go to mine and get the house tidied because its a state!
Speak soon though Mam and keep looking down on us all.
Love and miss you more than ever
Toni xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi mam, Happy birthday, missing you so much, ive been very stressed with money and the flat recently just wish i could i could get a massive cuddle off you! Anyway, hope you are having a good birthday up there and keep watching over everyone :) love you so much mam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Mam, I hate this time of year without you, it's so emotional. I've been crying loads recently because this is my first christmas living by myself and i'm dreading it. I remember how you used to decorate the sitting room at christmas so that no part of the ceiling or walls could be seen for the decorations!! Christmas has never been the same since you left us, and I am never goin to stop thinking about you. Love and miss you more than ever love Toni and Connor xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hiya mam sorry i havent been on recently just have had a bit of a hard time recently especially with it being your memorial the other week aswell. Just thought i would let you know that everything is sorted with the flat now so im not as stressed anymore u will b glad to hear! Everyone is still missing you more and more each day and i wish that you could be here just to give me a cuddle n help me through all the hard times. Well I'm going to go now mam but i am going to berwick on wednesday with caley and samantha and aunty gill n that but i promise that i will come on here and tell you how i am and everything. Love and Miss you more than ever Toni xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi mam,
sorry i havent been on here for a while been busy sprting things out with the flat n that, had a load of stress with it, but im nearly sorted now.
Cant believe that in just over a week you would have been gone from us for 6 year! Still miss you loads and wish you were still here with us! Connor has just recently gone back to school and can you believe that he is in his last year and will be doing his gcses this year!! hes growing up so fast it even makes me feel old!
well im going to go now mam but hope you are happy where you are and make sure that you look over me and connor and take care of all the rest of the family that you are with.
love and miss you so much mam, love Toni and Connor xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Luv u
Hi there mam, we are miising you like nothing else down here and we dont go a day without thinking of the time when you were taking away from us and how you helpoed us through are childhood, me and toni well she has got her own life now and i am going to do my gcses now so i can have a good future which is what you would have wanted miss u loads connorXXXXXXXXXXX
For Mam
If we could bring you back again,
for one more hour or day,
we'd tell all our unspoken feelings,
we'd have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
we'd say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives,
meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you all we should,
You'd know how much we miss you know,
And if we could, we would.
Love and Miss You Loads Mam
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Hi mam just me
Ive just read the poem that samantha left on here its lovely.
Had a really hard day today just felt really down and kept crying, it's times like these when i know that you should still be here with us to comfort us and help us through the hard times.
Got my own flat now mam hope ur keeping an eye on me to make sure i dont mess up!
I got my hair dyed blonde aswell n people are saying i look just like you, i hope you can see it and hope you like it.
Im going to go now Mam
Love and miss you more than ever
Toni and Connor
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Hello Aunty Carol. The last one of these I left wasnt really addressed to you but was wrote to tell everyone how very much you meant to me as my beloved aunty. I thought today I would write to you as its 7 years today since we lost Nanna, you were there when we lost her and went through the sheer heartbreak again after losing granda johnny your beloved dad. I miss you all every single day, they say times a great healer but I cant help but wonder every single day why we lost any of you? The music Toni has put on here brings it all back to the day we had to say our final goodbye to you but you live on everyday in my heart and you'll never be gone aslong as I have my great happy memories. You can see how loved and missed you are from those tributes from your family in Ashington and Wallsend. We all just wish you were still here to share the days with us again. Anyway Aunty Cala, would you do me a favour and give my Nanna a big kiss and tell her how much I love and miss her. Its been 7 years since she left us all here but I think about her everyday. I will sign off now. I get great comfort knowing that the King Rabble are all in heaven together probably causing mayhem. Tell them all I love them so very much and I am proud to be one of theirs! Love you lots until we meet again Samantha xxx
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